Maybe about parties? He thinks they're pointless, but he goes because it's better than nothing. He wishes he could just enjoy himself like everyone else (why do I have to be bored with being foolish and young?) but he thinks it's stupid.
Maybe his friends make fun of him for not getting trashed with the rest of them (I feel like I've let them down when I don't wanna trade my sunshine for a cloudy night). I think the chorous is about drugs. He almost does it just to fit in, but then decides he really doesn't want to, so he puts it back down.
Maybe about parties? He thinks they're pointless, but he goes because it's better than nothing. He wishes he could just enjoy himself like everyone else (why do I have to be bored with being foolish and young?) but he thinks it's stupid.
Maybe his friends make fun of him for not getting trashed with the rest of them (I feel like I've let them down when I don't wanna trade my sunshine for a cloudy night). I think the chorous is about drugs. He almost does it just to fit in, but then decides he really doesn't want to, so he puts it back down.