Given

I thought it was about virginity, attempted rape and then finding out it as voluntary all along.

"Never believe I do this for me. And never believe I'll do this gently."

Virginity anyone?

"You're leading me on again. And I find it, yeah I like it."

That's the attempted rape.

"I'm reeling in awe for sure, now I know it was given to me..." the rapist finding out she wanted him to anyway.