i like this song. because i can relate a lot to it.
because. uhmm.
"And I do not want to have no choices i n between me and any true rejoicing"
i really don't want to hold myself back from being truly happy. and i think i do that a lot. i kind of over complicate things. and then can't live outside of anything. and then i become kind of bitter.
and if i could just... live. simply. and just... be. sometimes. i think i'd be a much happier person.
and then he says... "get the hell out of Denton" and "forget this reckoning."
so... to me thats like starting over. which is something i'm really .. longing for right now.
new beginnings and new people. new experiences and... a new soul?
and i really like " alive truly in everyone"
because. uhm... i dont' know.
it might not really mean this...but it always reminds me of how important it is to look for yourself in other people.
in order to understand them. and help them.
and love them.
because you have a little more insight into why they do what they do. and how you might do the same thing.
even if it's stupid.
and you're just a more...merciful person that way.
and mercy is one of the most beautiful things in the world.
maybe the most beautiful.
and the whole beginning to me, is about leaving things behind.
which, a lot of times, means forgiving people and moving on.
and as far as the "i do not want to explain" thing.
it's kind of like... not dwelling on it.
you're forgiven, and i'm leaving all of this.
and i'm not going to tell you why --- because it would just dredge up old junk that's stupid and dumb and over.
and the imagery of dancing with someone .... dancing away from your past/"the battle"
... high on something. anything. even if it's just the idea of. finally getting away.
just... dancing away. into something completely new.
i like this song. because i can relate a lot to it.
because. uhmm.
"And I do not want to have no choices i n between me and any true rejoicing" i really don't want to hold myself back from being truly happy. and i think i do that a lot. i kind of over complicate things. and then can't live outside of anything. and then i become kind of bitter. and if i could just... live. simply. and just... be. sometimes. i think i'd be a much happier person.
and then he says... "get the hell out of Denton" and "forget this reckoning." so... to me thats like starting over. which is something i'm really .. longing for right now. new beginnings and new people. new experiences and... a new soul?
and i really like " alive truly in everyone" because. uhm... i dont' know. it might not really mean this...but it always reminds me of how important it is to look for yourself in other people. in order to understand them. and help them. and love them. because you have a little more insight into why they do what they do. and how you might do the same thing. even if it's stupid. and you're just a more...merciful person that way.
and mercy is one of the most beautiful things in the world. maybe the most beautiful.
and the whole beginning to me, is about leaving things behind.
which, a lot of times, means forgiving people and moving on.
and as far as the "i do not want to explain" thing. it's kind of like... not dwelling on it. you're forgiven, and i'm leaving all of this. and i'm not going to tell you why --- because it would just dredge up old junk that's stupid and dumb and over.
and the imagery of dancing with someone .... dancing away from your past/"the battle" ... high on something. anything. even if it's just the idea of. finally getting away.
just... dancing away. into something completely new.