She's angry at herself for telling other people about her problems.
"And let my own interior up
To inferior forces"
The inferior forces are either the people she confided in, or the urge she had to speak about how she was feeling.
She feels weak and vulnerable because she couldn't deal with her issues by herself and now other people know about her problems.
She's angry at herself for telling other people about her problems. "And let my own interior up To inferior forces" The inferior forces are either the people she confided in, or the urge she had to speak about how she was feeling.
She feels weak and vulnerable because she couldn't deal with her issues by herself and now other people know about her problems.