After hearing this, I thought it was about about a young man who is trying to assure himself that everything is going to be fine as his lover leaves him for good. Also, it appears that the young man dresses as a woman. It sounds like the lover did everything for this man but it started to come apart when the man said "I love you" to the lover. Also, I get the feeling that the young man didn't want to live as woman anymore and that upset the lover as well.
After hearing this, I thought it was about about a young man who is trying to assure himself that everything is going to be fine as his lover leaves him for good. Also, it appears that the young man dresses as a woman. It sounds like the lover did everything for this man but it started to come apart when the man said "I love you" to the lover. Also, I get the feeling that the young man didn't want to live as woman anymore and that upset the lover as well.