"To tread this fantasy, openly,
What have I done.
Oh, this uncertainty,
Is taking me over."
She fufilled her fantasy of being with a guy who is all wrong for her, and/or she cheated with this boy who is leaving her with all of these uncertainties (not knowing if he loves her back) allowing her to feel as if her whole trek of persuing this boy (or cheating) is not worth while. And obviously, when she is undergoing this massive destruction of her heart, she is not herself, she is not happy, her state of being is almost unbearable.
"To tread this fantasy, openly, What have I done. Oh, this uncertainty, Is taking me over."
She fufilled her fantasy of being with a guy who is all wrong for her, and/or she cheated with this boy who is leaving her with all of these uncertainties (not knowing if he loves her back) allowing her to feel as if her whole trek of persuing this boy (or cheating) is not worth while. And obviously, when she is undergoing this massive destruction of her heart, she is not herself, she is not happy, her state of being is almost unbearable.
starks