I think part of this song, especially the beginning, has to do with something that you believe in, but nobody else believes in or believes you about it. So he is choosing the suffering of going against the majority and following what he believes is right, even if he gets nothing but pain from it.
I think part of this song, especially the beginning, has to do with something that you believe in, but nobody else believes in or believes you about it. So he is choosing the suffering of going against the majority and following what he believes is right, even if he gets nothing but pain from it.