@princess_4521 Right now, I'm in a position where I don't know what to do. I think it's lust and love struggle. I've been in a relationship for god knows when we're not married but we've been together and we've had issues finding and knowing ourselves and expressing our feelings, but at some point we'll eventually release ourselves and talk. We tell most things to each other, we compromise just the same, sometimes things are good and sometimes things are not. He's been there for me and he tries his best to make me feel comfortable and help in ways that...
@princess_4521 Right now, I'm in a position where I don't know what to do. I think it's lust and love struggle. I've been in a relationship for god knows when we're not married but we've been together and we've had issues finding and knowing ourselves and expressing our feelings, but at some point we'll eventually release ourselves and talk. We tell most things to each other, we compromise just the same, sometimes things are good and sometimes things are not. He's been there for me and he tries his best to make me feel comfortable and help in ways that he can. I feel comfortable with him. Until, I met this man, and we talk about some things, we shared feelings and there's the pull to him like I've neva felt it with anyone else an addicted drug. When I hug him he loves it and it makes me feel more than safe, but he has ways and beliefs that I'm going to have to compromise to very hard. Our connect is like a rubber on a pencil, if he says jump I'd say how high, He has barriers because of how he was hurt, and I care for him. He has 2 kids and so, I don't get as much as how my bf would but he makes me feel totally out a place, he makes me so weak. I have to hear from him. He knows that I have a bf, and that even makes him build more walls, but I can see and feel that he loves me, and I do too. I don't want to make a mistake, and knowing that he's not a bad guy but he defend what is his, the way how I see he'd take care of his family, he's a very responsible man and have standards. I'm trapped in this loop and don't even know what to do. We were at karaoke one night chilling and enjoying ourselves, and I went up there and he gave me this "Keisha White" song and I almost broke down in tears. I did sing the song and went back and said to him "I know why you made me sing that song, but why?". He said its been a while since he haven't heard it which I know is a lie. We've done things that I didn't even think of doing with my bf because I don't feel comfortable doing it with him, even before I met this guy I still don't feel comfortable doing certain things with my bf.
This guy has me weak. I can't say no to him and he can't say no to me either. I can recall one time he called himself a "SIMP" and I puzzled to that word until I found out who a SIMP is. HELP!!
I was in this position, torn between 2 people and this song really appeals to me. Its strange how someone could make you so weak.
@princess_4521 Right now, I'm in a position where I don't know what to do. I think it's lust and love struggle. I've been in a relationship for god knows when we're not married but we've been together and we've had issues finding and knowing ourselves and expressing our feelings, but at some point we'll eventually release ourselves and talk. We tell most things to each other, we compromise just the same, sometimes things are good and sometimes things are not. He's been there for me and he tries his best to make me feel comfortable and help in ways that...
@princess_4521 Right now, I'm in a position where I don't know what to do. I think it's lust and love struggle. I've been in a relationship for god knows when we're not married but we've been together and we've had issues finding and knowing ourselves and expressing our feelings, but at some point we'll eventually release ourselves and talk. We tell most things to each other, we compromise just the same, sometimes things are good and sometimes things are not. He's been there for me and he tries his best to make me feel comfortable and help in ways that he can. I feel comfortable with him. Until, I met this man, and we talk about some things, we shared feelings and there's the pull to him like I've neva felt it with anyone else an addicted drug. When I hug him he loves it and it makes me feel more than safe, but he has ways and beliefs that I'm going to have to compromise to very hard. Our connect is like a rubber on a pencil, if he says jump I'd say how high, He has barriers because of how he was hurt, and I care for him. He has 2 kids and so, I don't get as much as how my bf would but he makes me feel totally out a place, he makes me so weak. I have to hear from him. He knows that I have a bf, and that even makes him build more walls, but I can see and feel that he loves me, and I do too. I don't want to make a mistake, and knowing that he's not a bad guy but he defend what is his, the way how I see he'd take care of his family, he's a very responsible man and have standards. I'm trapped in this loop and don't even know what to do. We were at karaoke one night chilling and enjoying ourselves, and I went up there and he gave me this "Keisha White" song and I almost broke down in tears. I did sing the song and went back and said to him "I know why you made me sing that song, but why?". He said its been a while since he haven't heard it which I know is a lie. We've done things that I didn't even think of doing with my bf because I don't feel comfortable doing it with him, even before I met this guy I still don't feel comfortable doing certain things with my bf. This guy has me weak. I can't say no to him and he can't say no to me either. I can recall one time he called himself a "SIMP" and I puzzled to that word until I found out who a SIMP is. HELP!!