Weight of the World Lyrics

Lyric discussion by dpm911 

Cover art for Weight of the World lyrics by Blue October

i have no idea what this song means. I love it still. The only thing i can think of is that theres so much pressure on him and one day it becomes to much and he breaks. seems like he took some drugs thats why hes in the bathroom with a broken mirror or he got into a fight with his dad and he got knocked out. I dont know help me out here.