i love this song... and i think it's mainly because it's almost self-defeating. like he has enough guts to want something- "planning all my days away"- but everything's working against him to figure it all out. like you want all of these different things, from material things to things like love and "to wonder" but agh! it can't happen because there's all this other stuff you have to do that you don't think you should have to do but you have to do anyway; and then once you get all that finished, you have to recuperate or sleep or something and keep yourself physically alive and then by the time that's all done, you have to start over with the shit again. there's never time to get anything you want to do done. and there really is no hope and no time and then that depresses you and then you just can't get anything done and the cycle starts all over again.... like wanting isn't enough and wanting and living in a surreal world doesn't help get the stuff you care about done either.... sigh... i think i know too much about this cycle.... :)
i love this song... and i think it's mainly because it's almost self-defeating. like he has enough guts to want something- "planning all my days away"- but everything's working against him to figure it all out. like you want all of these different things, from material things to things like love and "to wonder" but agh! it can't happen because there's all this other stuff you have to do that you don't think you should have to do but you have to do anyway; and then once you get all that finished, you have to recuperate or sleep or something and keep yourself physically alive and then by the time that's all done, you have to start over with the shit again. there's never time to get anything you want to do done. and there really is no hope and no time and then that depresses you and then you just can't get anything done and the cycle starts all over again.... like wanting isn't enough and wanting and living in a surreal world doesn't help get the stuff you care about done either.... sigh... i think i know too much about this cycle.... :)