the pain isn't specific in this, it can be interpreted as anything the person doesn't want people to know. Be it hung up on a ex, or drugs, or being gay, whichever. But whatever it is, the person is on the brink of giving up on life, and then he finds someone who he thinks might be able to get him to forget or stop whatever it is that's keeping him down. But now he's starting to doubt that this new person will actually get him to stop whatever it was. And he's starting to lead back into it.
More insight on "the pain". The way it makes me me. That means that whatever it is effects everything he does. Which i think is pretty cool way of saying it. Be it an ex-girl who he can't meet a new girl. Or alcohol or drugs, making him have to have it. Or being gay, having to fake when the boys are at it. But if you lost that that, what would you be? Since it has become you, yet no one knows it.
the pain isn't specific in this, it can be interpreted as anything the person doesn't want people to know. Be it hung up on a ex, or drugs, or being gay, whichever. But whatever it is, the person is on the brink of giving up on life, and then he finds someone who he thinks might be able to get him to forget or stop whatever it is that's keeping him down. But now he's starting to doubt that this new person will actually get him to stop whatever it was. And he's starting to lead back into it.
More insight on "the pain". The way it makes me me. That means that whatever it is effects everything he does. Which i think is pretty cool way of saying it. Be it an ex-girl who he can't meet a new girl. Or alcohol or drugs, making him have to have it. Or being gay, having to fake when the boys are at it. But if you lost that that, what would you be? Since it has become you, yet no one knows it.