Well, I listen to this song a lot because it feels so personal... It's like having anxiety attacks that become so constant and controlling, and so you just want to lose everything because everybody else seems to be losing you.
"Your mother's dead / she said / don't be afraid"
That line resembles those optimistic thoughts that you try to receive whilst in your state of crappiness, but the perishing of everything else just twists optimism into something really fake so that you can't get out of it... you're a wasted mass of waste, even if it was your fault, or everything else helped carry it further.
Well, I listen to this song a lot because it feels so personal... It's like having anxiety attacks that become so constant and controlling, and so you just want to lose everything because everybody else seems to be losing you.
"Your mother's dead / she said / don't be afraid"
That line resembles those optimistic thoughts that you try to receive whilst in your state of crappiness, but the perishing of everything else just twists optimism into something really fake so that you can't get out of it... you're a wasted mass of waste, even if it was your fault, or everything else helped carry it further.