Miss, I think you're right...it has to be one of the saddest things. I'm 24, I graduated after my first post (wow) and even though I'm satisfied with it...something is missing. I guess I'm not the only one to blame about our separation, but for a couple of years in my life (2000-2002) I really became close for the first time in my life to a group of people that would share everything with me (including the guy I talk so much in all the posts lol)...and all of the sudden, for several reasons, they were gone. I felt devastated. I've got some new friends now, but the feelings are just not the same. People (I think not everyone feels this way, or there wouldn't be separation) are not replaceable, and I still miss them with all my heart and wonder how can they just move on without caring too much about all those magical moments we live together...
At the time (2003) it was the most haunting song I'd ever heard, I couldn't believe Darren could reflect this pain so well, and how he comes from anguish to honest sadness...in the end, he just wishes he would have someone to hold as well... :(
I remember sending an aproximate translation to all those people that were estranged and that somehow I blamed for it...but I don't really know what they thought about it (probably that I "feel too much", like always).
I wonder if I'll ever get over this feeling...or will I have to carry all this people inside of my heart and head forever, while they get on with their lives?. If they only knew the pain that unwanted abscence brings to one's existence...makes you feel guilty, like you've done something wrong to make them leave...when I guess it's just life most of the times...People moving out, people having serious relationships...but that part of life (and growing "old") hurts like hell.
Miss, I think you're right...it has to be one of the saddest things. I'm 24, I graduated after my first post (wow) and even though I'm satisfied with it...something is missing. I guess I'm not the only one to blame about our separation, but for a couple of years in my life (2000-2002) I really became close for the first time in my life to a group of people that would share everything with me (including the guy I talk so much in all the posts lol)...and all of the sudden, for several reasons, they were gone. I felt devastated. I've got some new friends now, but the feelings are just not the same. People (I think not everyone feels this way, or there wouldn't be separation) are not replaceable, and I still miss them with all my heart and wonder how can they just move on without caring too much about all those magical moments we live together... At the time (2003) it was the most haunting song I'd ever heard, I couldn't believe Darren could reflect this pain so well, and how he comes from anguish to honest sadness...in the end, he just wishes he would have someone to hold as well... :(
I remember sending an aproximate translation to all those people that were estranged and that somehow I blamed for it...but I don't really know what they thought about it (probably that I "feel too much", like always).
I wonder if I'll ever get over this feeling...or will I have to carry all this people inside of my heart and head forever, while they get on with their lives?. If they only knew the pain that unwanted abscence brings to one's existence...makes you feel guilty, like you've done something wrong to make them leave...when I guess it's just life most of the times...People moving out, people having serious relationships...but that part of life (and growing "old") hurts like hell.