I know Miss...it sucks...I always tried to convince myself that I was "on the game" and in control as well...but how can you separate within yourself feelings from physicallity?...It would be great if you could do it, but if you don't then you are going to hurt. I was also (and I guess I'm still there) at that kind of dysfuntional relationship that was once a VERY strong friendship that I guess went to hell when we got together for the first time. I pretended to be cool for ages but deep inside it felt like a slap everytime he would just handle me the way he wanted : he had me when he wanted but he would come and go. He had someone else but I was left here on my own. And for ages I tried to convince myself to be nice because of how good as a friend he had been to me once.
I'm trying and trying to shake him off my life, he's been there for too long (5 years and a half) and I'm so scared to never move on. But then he shows up asking me to go for a trip with him and I find it hard to say "No". He has a girlfriend but ask ME what I did over the weekend.
I'm sorry for telling you all this, guys, it's just something that I need to get over, but this song has always being the one that describes his confusing and mixing behaviour towards me, the way he misuses me the way he pleases. :(
I know Miss...it sucks...I always tried to convince myself that I was "on the game" and in control as well...but how can you separate within yourself feelings from physicallity?...It would be great if you could do it, but if you don't then you are going to hurt. I was also (and I guess I'm still there) at that kind of dysfuntional relationship that was once a VERY strong friendship that I guess went to hell when we got together for the first time. I pretended to be cool for ages but deep inside it felt like a slap everytime he would just handle me the way he wanted : he had me when he wanted but he would come and go. He had someone else but I was left here on my own. And for ages I tried to convince myself to be nice because of how good as a friend he had been to me once. I'm trying and trying to shake him off my life, he's been there for too long (5 years and a half) and I'm so scared to never move on. But then he shows up asking me to go for a trip with him and I find it hard to say "No". He has a girlfriend but ask ME what I did over the weekend. I'm sorry for telling you all this, guys, it's just something that I need to get over, but this song has always being the one that describes his confusing and mixing behaviour towards me, the way he misuses me the way he pleases. :(