I think this song is about how someone was being abused by another person, and by doing so they murdered them. "Yeah, it's what I've become that I fear the most" could refer to being a murderer. "The waves that you made push me, push me
The things that you say push me, push me" could have been abuse. "So I'll play God now and blow you, blow you away" the person murdered them.
I think this song is about how someone was being abused by another person, and by doing so they murdered them. "Yeah, it's what I've become that I fear the most" could refer to being a murderer. "The waves that you made push me, push me The things that you say push me, push me" could have been abuse. "So I'll play God now and blow you, blow you away" the person murdered them.