Kinda get the feeling that Van's idealisied this girl so much that he'd give anything just to be with her. He sees her as a solution to all his problems, and that just being beside her would be the culmination of everything he's ever worked for. Unfortunately, he doesn't yet realize that the only problem with getting your dream girl to fall in love with you is that she eventually becomes real. But for now, he's just consumed by the thought of being with her, even though she seems unattainable.
Kinda get the feeling that Van's idealisied this girl so much that he'd give anything just to be with her. He sees her as a solution to all his problems, and that just being beside her would be the culmination of everything he's ever worked for. Unfortunately, he doesn't yet realize that the only problem with getting your dream girl to fall in love with you is that she eventually becomes real. But for now, he's just consumed by the thought of being with her, even though she seems unattainable.