Lyrics arent totally right..
Personally I think this is about a guy and his girlfriend who had a big fight (your words rip and tear through my heart so weak an pure), but the guy still loved her, but before they could make up she died (hence the If only this pain, this pain die too.. line) and without her he can't really get over her because they ended on bad terms.. An he loved her.. So he decides to break her away.. An finally get back to his life.. Which hes been missing.. (this freak I became.. My enemy.. from my angel to my enemy) From the girl that he loved and made his life better to something thats slowly killing him. I might be overanalyzing this but those are my thoughts
Lyrics arent totally right.. Personally I think this is about a guy and his girlfriend who had a big fight (your words rip and tear through my heart so weak an pure), but the guy still loved her, but before they could make up she died (hence the If only this pain, this pain die too.. line) and without her he can't really get over her because they ended on bad terms.. An he loved her.. So he decides to break her away.. An finally get back to his life.. Which hes been missing.. (this freak I became.. My enemy.. from my angel to my enemy) From the girl that he loved and made his life better to something thats slowly killing him. I might be overanalyzing this but those are my thoughts