Lyric discussion by rubix13 

Cover art for Holiday lyrics by American Rockstar

this song sounds like it's about someone who is in a disfunctional relationship, and the person has a whole bunch of memories from this relathionship, and that person just wants out for a while, the person just needs some time to rethink all the crap that's been going on

and then also, this person wants to make the relationship work out, but there are a whole bunch of bad feelings that this person wants to get away from

anyway, i think this songs is too personal for the band to be able to go inot any more depth