He feels remorse for 'his betrayal' which he probaly commited under the influence of alcohol:
"cold memories escape the haze, with sobriety comes recollection"
He also states that the pain that he has created is causing him more pain than what he would usually feel for pain that is only his.
He feels remorse for 'his betrayal' which he probaly commited under the influence of alcohol: "cold memories escape the haze, with sobriety comes recollection" He also states that the pain that he has created is causing him more pain than what he would usually feel for pain that is only his.