this is such a beautiful song... it gives me chills! the dramatic difference between the singing and the screaming is intense and creates a feeling of anger and frustration. it's like the writer is fighting two ideas within him- "and i begun my misery, i celebrate my death annually and with no control i watch my grave grow deeper" (sounds like he just accepts what crap life dealt him and hes just going to let it bring him down and destroy him) "whats wrong with me!?"- the screaming (makes it feel like its another part of him or another voice in his head yelling at himself asking what are you doing?! this is wrong! do something about it! dont just let yourself die) a little crazy... but thats just what it means to me...
this is such a beautiful song... it gives me chills! the dramatic difference between the singing and the screaming is intense and creates a feeling of anger and frustration. it's like the writer is fighting two ideas within him- "and i begun my misery, i celebrate my death annually and with no control i watch my grave grow deeper" (sounds like he just accepts what crap life dealt him and hes just going to let it bring him down and destroy him) "whats wrong with me!?"- the screaming (makes it feel like its another part of him or another voice in his head yelling at himself asking what are you doing?! this is wrong! do something about it! dont just let yourself die) a little crazy... but thats just what it means to me...