Cold December

This song is about how death can change your life completely, if someone you put all your faith in dies you will lose everything you ever had, feeling like you can't trust or love again. how if someone dies you'll just wonder Why you, not me But just go on living remembering the good times you had togheter 'I still remember that cold december'

This song could also about someone who killed him/herself, and how the people who loved that person will never trust anyone again because people will leave you no matter what