One more thing I forgot:
"Home" I think refers to where she belongs, not physicly, but where she belongs in society and maybe she knows sub-consiusly that the citadel is her home, and she's afraid that if she falls she'll never go back. She'll just be like the rest forever.
One more thing I forgot: "Home" I think refers to where she belongs, not physicly, but where she belongs in society and maybe she knows sub-consiusly that the citadel is her home, and she's afraid that if she falls she'll never go back. She'll just be like the rest forever.