i think maybe when it leaked he means that he expressed it and he couldnt keep it bottled up
"let's say goodbye to our maybes"
this line especially, and the whole chorus kinda reminds me of a discfuntional relationship where they can't agree on anything
He kinda seems a bit paranoid about going to sleep? bad dreams maybe
Maybe it has to do with not wanting life to become revolved around what you want to do in dreams, like actually do what you want to do instead of getting trapped in a marridge in a suburban lifestyle when you really want to get out in the world and make something of yourself
i think maybe when it leaked he means that he expressed it and he couldnt keep it bottled up
"let's say goodbye to our maybes" this line especially, and the whole chorus kinda reminds me of a discfuntional relationship where they can't agree on anything
He kinda seems a bit paranoid about going to sleep? bad dreams maybe
Maybe it has to do with not wanting life to become revolved around what you want to do in dreams, like actually do what you want to do instead of getting trapped in a marridge in a suburban lifestyle when you really want to get out in the world and make something of yourself
just a thought