The lyrics successfully capture the loneliness of making a difficult, life-altering choice. This decision before him is so serious that he is praying to God about it (in his own way). The lyrics are vague enough that they could pertain to a relationship choice or a career choice--it's unclear. I would guess a relationship choice since he mentions "that voice of yours keeps me up at night" and he'd have to "lose everything just to find you". He may be choosing between his lifestyle and love or between his old relationship and a new one. These lyrics could fit a person who is married or in a serious relationship but in love with someone else...
The lyrics successfully capture the loneliness of making a difficult, life-altering choice. This decision before him is so serious that he is praying to God about it (in his own way). The lyrics are vague enough that they could pertain to a relationship choice or a career choice--it's unclear. I would guess a relationship choice since he mentions "that voice of yours keeps me up at night" and he'd have to "lose everything just to find you". He may be choosing between his lifestyle and love or between his old relationship and a new one. These lyrics could fit a person who is married or in a serious relationship but in love with someone else...