I think most of your meanings are correct, but are lacking one little thing. Connection.
See, recently i lived a situation like the one described in this song...
Me and her, we were in love... everytime, at any moment, we were making promises to each other, that our love would last forever... that we would ALWAYS be together...
Years passed by... things happened, fights happened... she decided to end our relationship, but still, she told me that she would ALWAYS love me...
I tried to get back with her, but, everytime i tried to talk to her, i got vulnerable... and she got more cold towards me, everytime...
I started to hate her, to hate me, even if i still loved her (I LOVE YOU, I HATE YOU)... It's basically the same feeling, they both consume you...
She was rejecting me, and was like.. i felt like i was crawling, begging to her, but... she rejected me, every time (I cant live without you... I cant get around you)...
And you know... every time, i heard her voice, saying that.. "I will ALWAYS love you" (actually, that was the only thing that kept me sane)...
And then...i tried to kill myself. I cut my own wrists. I felt like i was gaining back my dignity, (Does it make you feel more like a man?)...
I survived. And even if still love her (and hate her)... I understood something, and it relates to this song.
This song (and the end of my relation) was all about abuse. Abuse to myself, and abuse to her. Not physically, but emotionally.
About the line, "Does it make you feel more like a man?" Thats the guy telling that to himself. Speaking to his inner self. in a state of extreme loneliness... Then he "wakes up" to reality, and says "the pistol is shaking in my hand"...
Hi all.
I think most of your meanings are correct, but are lacking one little thing. Connection.
See, recently i lived a situation like the one described in this song...
Me and her, we were in love... everytime, at any moment, we were making promises to each other, that our love would last forever... that we would ALWAYS be together...
Years passed by... things happened, fights happened... she decided to end our relationship, but still, she told me that she would ALWAYS love me...
I tried to get back with her, but, everytime i tried to talk to her, i got vulnerable... and she got more cold towards me, everytime...
I started to hate her, to hate me, even if i still loved her (I LOVE YOU, I HATE YOU)... It's basically the same feeling, they both consume you...
She was rejecting me, and was like.. i felt like i was crawling, begging to her, but... she rejected me, every time (I cant live without you... I cant get around you)...
And you know... every time, i heard her voice, saying that.. "I will ALWAYS love you" (actually, that was the only thing that kept me sane)...
And then...i tried to kill myself. I cut my own wrists. I felt like i was gaining back my dignity, (Does it make you feel more like a man?)...
I survived. And even if still love her (and hate her)... I understood something, and it relates to this song.
This song (and the end of my relation) was all about abuse. Abuse to myself, and abuse to her. Not physically, but emotionally.
About the line, "Does it make you feel more like a man?" Thats the guy telling that to himself. Speaking to his inner self. in a state of extreme loneliness... Then he "wakes up" to reality, and says "the pistol is shaking in my hand"...
...Good song. Fucked up life.