The "sea would electrocute us all" line reminds me of one of my friends-suposed to be my best, not so much anymore. Every time i'd call him he'd never pick up, and he rarely returned my calls, no matter how urgent i sounded. We made plans a few times, but he had "forgotten" about them and made bigger, better plans, without me, of course. So the "sea would electrocute..." bit i think is about always having some grandiose excuse as to why you can't come help. even though, of course they'd love to come help. (nice dream)
in a nutshell, you get this glorified image of a person, you friend, and they turn out to be just as flawed a human as you are, if not more so. whats worse, any loseness you felt wasnt really there. you took the friendship for granted but it was nothing but a daydream. and they, well they took you for granted.
I've very similar experience. Only the "friend" was a girl who I was love with. She didn't know. She gave me sunshine and made me happy. I was there always when she needed. When I need something, just see her, she couldn't. There was always something what electrocute us. I was living this nice dream. Thought, I'm strong enough, well I wasn't. Finally, it caught me up and melt me down.
I've very similar experience. Only the "friend" was a girl who I was love with. She didn't know. She gave me sunshine and made me happy. I was there always when she needed. When I need something, just see her, she couldn't. There was always something what electrocute us. I was living this nice dream. Thought, I'm strong enough, well I wasn't. Finally, it caught me up and melt me down.
The "sea would electrocute us all" line reminds me of one of my friends-suposed to be my best, not so much anymore. Every time i'd call him he'd never pick up, and he rarely returned my calls, no matter how urgent i sounded. We made plans a few times, but he had "forgotten" about them and made bigger, better plans, without me, of course. So the "sea would electrocute..." bit i think is about always having some grandiose excuse as to why you can't come help. even though, of course they'd love to come help. (nice dream) in a nutshell, you get this glorified image of a person, you friend, and they turn out to be just as flawed a human as you are, if not more so. whats worse, any loseness you felt wasnt really there. you took the friendship for granted but it was nothing but a daydream. and they, well they took you for granted.
I've very similar experience. Only the "friend" was a girl who I was love with. She didn't know. She gave me sunshine and made me happy. I was there always when she needed. When I need something, just see her, she couldn't. There was always something what electrocute us. I was living this nice dream. Thought, I'm strong enough, well I wasn't. Finally, it caught me up and melt me down.
I've very similar experience. Only the "friend" was a girl who I was love with. She didn't know. She gave me sunshine and made me happy. I was there always when she needed. When I need something, just see her, she couldn't. There was always something what electrocute us. I was living this nice dream. Thought, I'm strong enough, well I wasn't. Finally, it caught me up and melt me down.