to me it sounds like in the beginning he's talking about suicide. "everything will soon turn black, so here's my letter." then it seems like he has changed his mind, and he is now willing to admit his depresssion and his willing to live with it. but a lot of it seems like a big suicide note, "give my love to mother, please tell her not to worry". nikola is a strong man though, i dont think he'll kill himself, he's smart and aware of himself. GO MC
to me it sounds like in the beginning he's talking about suicide. "everything will soon turn black, so here's my letter." then it seems like he has changed his mind, and he is now willing to admit his depresssion and his willing to live with it. but a lot of it seems like a big suicide note, "give my love to mother, please tell her not to worry". nikola is a strong man though, i dont think he'll kill himself, he's smart and aware of himself. GO MC