I got this song a long time ago, I don't even remember where I got it from, but it's definitely one of my themes. sometimes in life even the most dedicated people feel so fed up and hopeless that they just force themselves to walk away; they don't come back down. it's that whole feeling of things building and building and finally, you just look at everything and think "i don't need this stress. i can't deal with this. i can't fix this. there is nothing left i can do about any of this. i'm not even going to bother trying anymore."
I play this song a lot. definitely one of my favorites.
"and if I really thought I could
I'd give up your ghost for good
but I'm not sure it isn't you
that keeps my ghost from leaving, too
but I don't miss you half as much
as who you made me think I was
when I could see myself the way you do
I could almost see myself in you,"
I got this song a long time ago, I don't even remember where I got it from, but it's definitely one of my themes. sometimes in life even the most dedicated people feel so fed up and hopeless that they just force themselves to walk away; they don't come back down. it's that whole feeling of things building and building and finally, you just look at everything and think "i don't need this stress. i can't deal with this. i can't fix this. there is nothing left i can do about any of this. i'm not even going to bother trying anymore."
I play this song a lot. definitely one of my favorites.
"and if I really thought I could I'd give up your ghost for good but I'm not sure it isn't you that keeps my ghost from leaving, too
but I don't miss you half as much as who you made me think I was when I could see myself the way you do I could almost see myself in you,"
funny, I relate this to you.