I was driving alone in my car and listening to X&Y for the second time when I heard the song. And that time round something really clicked. Nobody really needs to know this (neither should anyone care too) but I need a place to vent about what this song means to me right now so I'll just go.
I had recently broken up with my long term boyfriend. My reasons: I had fallen out of love with him. And that sucked cause we both knew we were a pretty good match for each other. And we both thought that we were going to make it through all the way. But I suppose everyone does at some point. The guy is a total angel, though. His friends were dissing me yet he stood up for me. Anyways, I was already feeling like the biggest bitch there ever was. To top it all off, I broke up with him 2 days before his birthday. Hence the massive, massive, massive guilt. Then when I heard the song, I just listened.
I think that in other moods I would categorize the song under 'sad, touching break-up, lost love songs'. But when I listened to it then, I felt different. There seemed to be this brief moment of clarity where I realized these things happen and I shouldn't keep self-inflicting myself with so much guilt and that things were going to be okay for him eventually. Yeah well... it was a brief moment, albeit a necessary one. Too much guilt isn't good for one's mood and outlook.
@flying_fuck Human perception is so amazing. You don't need to brand something with a fixed meaning. i wish i had seen this comment much earlier but 11 years after and i hope you're doing great ! I was listening to this song while reading this comment i got chills ..
@flying_fuck Human perception is so amazing. You don't need to brand something with a fixed meaning. i wish i had seen this comment much earlier but 11 years after and i hope you're doing great ! I was listening to this song while reading this comment i got chills ..
I was driving alone in my car and listening to X&Y for the second time when I heard the song. And that time round something really clicked. Nobody really needs to know this (neither should anyone care too) but I need a place to vent about what this song means to me right now so I'll just go.
I had recently broken up with my long term boyfriend. My reasons: I had fallen out of love with him. And that sucked cause we both knew we were a pretty good match for each other. And we both thought that we were going to make it through all the way. But I suppose everyone does at some point. The guy is a total angel, though. His friends were dissing me yet he stood up for me. Anyways, I was already feeling like the biggest bitch there ever was. To top it all off, I broke up with him 2 days before his birthday. Hence the massive, massive, massive guilt. Then when I heard the song, I just listened.
I think that in other moods I would categorize the song under 'sad, touching break-up, lost love songs'. But when I listened to it then, I felt different. There seemed to be this brief moment of clarity where I realized these things happen and I shouldn't keep self-inflicting myself with so much guilt and that things were going to be okay for him eventually. Yeah well... it was a brief moment, albeit a necessary one. Too much guilt isn't good for one's mood and outlook.
I'm sorry what you're gay.
I'm sorry what you're gay.
@flying_fuck Human perception is so amazing. You don't need to brand something with a fixed meaning. i wish i had seen this comment much earlier but 11 years after and i hope you're doing great ! I was listening to this song while reading this comment i got chills ..
@flying_fuck Human perception is so amazing. You don't need to brand something with a fixed meaning. i wish i had seen this comment much earlier but 11 years after and i hope you're doing great ! I was listening to this song while reading this comment i got chills ..