I got into bleeding through because of a friend that basically lived for this kind of music. During that time I was exactly feeling like this song. I didnt want to go on any more and I wanted her dead so much because of the pain she caused me and the fact she didnt care about it at all. It was the hardest thing to deal with. And listening to Bleeding Through just made the feelings really worse and made me a colder person. Im not dissing them, its just that misery loves company and self-pitty. It took me 2 years to recover from the pain to the extent that I wasnt always trying to ease my pain. But healing is out there, its just not found in music like Bleeding Through. It is only found in God, and thanks to Him, i've been able to stop cutting, closing myself up from the world, feeling numb to everyone around me. Im happy and filled with joy and a peace that cant be explained, but songs like these never helped me.
I got into bleeding through because of a friend that basically lived for this kind of music. During that time I was exactly feeling like this song. I didnt want to go on any more and I wanted her dead so much because of the pain she caused me and the fact she didnt care about it at all. It was the hardest thing to deal with. And listening to Bleeding Through just made the feelings really worse and made me a colder person. Im not dissing them, its just that misery loves company and self-pitty. It took me 2 years to recover from the pain to the extent that I wasnt always trying to ease my pain. But healing is out there, its just not found in music like Bleeding Through. It is only found in God, and thanks to Him, i've been able to stop cutting, closing myself up from the world, feeling numb to everyone around me. Im happy and filled with joy and a peace that cant be explained, but songs like these never helped me.