This song is sad... it pretty much says that the guy she's seeing or with is tossing her up and down on an emotional ride... he makes her feel good one moment and then all of the sudden he turns his back on her and does something that he ALREADY knows that she won't like. Here's a little more in-depth meaning to the song:
"Ran my 3 miles to clear my mind
It always helps me out
Its my therapy when I'm losin it which is usually when"
She finds herself having to do something to get her mind out of the situation.
"I'm on an emotional rollercoaster"
Emotional rollercoaster is the ride that she's on when she's with that guy.
"Loving you ain't nothin healthy
Loving you was never good for me for me"
It's not a good habit to be with that guy, but she stays with him because of the good times.
"Yesterday I told myself I was gonna be ok
Gonna start a new day truely happy
I was gonna take control of me"
She's trying to get her mind out of him. She tells herself that she will be okay, because she knows she can take control of herself.
"But eventually reality hit me
Mentally, physically, emotionally"
But she still finds herself coming back to him, no matter what she does. Self-motivation doesn't work for her.
"And I opened my eyes and realized
That I was still bein taken for a constant ride"
No matter what she does, she comes back. And he keeps putting her on that ride.
"I'm so tired of you makin love to me
Then disappearin so suddenly
Up and down it goes"
She feels the ride that he's taking her on, and eventually speaks on it.
"And I'm so tired of you pacifyin me with
Promises you know that you'll never keep
Round and round it go"
She's tired of him making her feel all safe, because his promises never seemed real. She just can't take it no more. This is the part that she really finally speaks on how she feels.
This song is sad... it pretty much says that the guy she's seeing or with is tossing her up and down on an emotional ride... he makes her feel good one moment and then all of the sudden he turns his back on her and does something that he ALREADY knows that she won't like. Here's a little more in-depth meaning to the song:
"Ran my 3 miles to clear my mind It always helps me out Its my therapy when I'm losin it which is usually when"
"I'm on an emotional rollercoaster"
"Loving you ain't nothin healthy Loving you was never good for me for me"
"Yesterday I told myself I was gonna be ok Gonna start a new day truely happy I was gonna take control of me"
"But eventually reality hit me Mentally, physically, emotionally" But she still finds herself coming back to him, no matter what she does. Self-motivation doesn't work for her.
"And I opened my eyes and realized That I was still bein taken for a constant ride"
"I'm so tired of you makin love to me Then disappearin so suddenly Up and down it goes"
"And I'm so tired of you pacifyin me with Promises you know that you'll never keep Round and round it go"