I really doubt that this can be about anything else than suicide. If not to the land of the dead, where would that gun take her?
She can no longer see any hope for this "crazy" world of ours, she can only see the pain and suffering that no-one seems to be able to stop. Wherever she walks this feeling and these images are always following her, she wants to "run" away from them but can't. Since "the hurt" is probably taking her over, she fears it might have already managed to kill her emotionally. Maybe she thinks that the only way she now could find a "safe place" is by putting a bullet in her heart, 'cause in that way the hurt would die with her last hearbeat.
I really doubt that this can be about anything else than suicide. If not to the land of the dead, where would that gun take her?
She can no longer see any hope for this "crazy" world of ours, she can only see the pain and suffering that no-one seems to be able to stop. Wherever she walks this feeling and these images are always following her, she wants to "run" away from them but can't. Since "the hurt" is probably taking her over, she fears it might have already managed to kill her emotionally. Maybe she thinks that the only way she now could find a "safe place" is by putting a bullet in her heart, 'cause in that way the hurt would die with her last hearbeat.