To me, this is a person who has just woken up in bed with someone he probably shouldn't be with, but is strangely drawn to. He doesn't know why, and he doesn't know how, but they keep ending up together at the end of the night. He wants to know the future, and wants to know what to do next, but it is so unclear that it clouds his judgement and he goes back to that person. He does this even though he realizes that his time is running out to make a decision once and for all.
To me, this is a person who has just woken up in bed with someone he probably shouldn't be with, but is strangely drawn to. He doesn't know why, and he doesn't know how, but they keep ending up together at the end of the night. He wants to know the future, and wants to know what to do next, but it is so unclear that it clouds his judgement and he goes back to that person. He does this even though he realizes that his time is running out to make a decision once and for all.