Seems as if he's battling with personal demons that he can't separate when dealing with wordly interactions. Almost as if he's sleeping awake. He can't dissemble what is seemingly a memory of past action. He also wants to "reveal" this "plague" inside of him for reassurance that he's not crazy, he can't and he won't however, because paranoia plagues him, and instills false happenings within him that he seems to be incapable of telling apart...or distinguishing. He's drawn into all of this though, like it delightfully appeals to him. Perverse. Very. Split mind.
Seems as if he's battling with personal demons that he can't separate when dealing with wordly interactions. Almost as if he's sleeping awake. He can't dissemble what is seemingly a memory of past action. He also wants to "reveal" this "plague" inside of him for reassurance that he's not crazy, he can't and he won't however, because paranoia plagues him, and instills false happenings within him that he seems to be incapable of telling apart...or distinguishing. He's drawn into all of this though, like it delightfully appeals to him. Perverse. Very. Split mind.