'I wish that i could disappear
Unzip my skin and leave it here
So i could be no one again
And let nobody in...'
I can so badly relate to this song... it makes me sick to my stomach, it makes me hate myself, it makes me hate everyone i know... but still, whenever i listen to this song, it just blows me away. Kind of suspends me in a state of emptyness, makes me numb, and i begin to think... how many times have we all felt this way before?
You get so badly hurt sometimes by the people whom you really love that you wish you want to be no one at all.... and still sometimes you cause so much pain to the same people that you want to disappear into nothingess...?
How about the times when you have felt that... you will never allow another person into your life again? Not even close...? How about your friend's showing you the finger when you needed them the most? But then, its only a matter of time when everything just fades away and life just goes on the way it used to be.
That's how i feel about this song, it fills me with so much rage and hatred... but then i realise, i can blame no one else but myself..... thats how the world is, there comes a time when no one matters, nothing actually matters... thats when i feel i want to disappear without a fuckin trace....
"I see myself and look away..."
This song is so miserably depressing yet so powerful. Even though it sucks the living shit out of me, i just cant stop listening to it.
That's the power of StainD...
'I wish that i could disappear Unzip my skin and leave it here So i could be no one again And let nobody in...'
I can so badly relate to this song... it makes me sick to my stomach, it makes me hate myself, it makes me hate everyone i know... but still, whenever i listen to this song, it just blows me away. Kind of suspends me in a state of emptyness, makes me numb, and i begin to think... how many times have we all felt this way before? You get so badly hurt sometimes by the people whom you really love that you wish you want to be no one at all.... and still sometimes you cause so much pain to the same people that you want to disappear into nothingess...? How about the times when you have felt that... you will never allow another person into your life again? Not even close...? How about your friend's showing you the finger when you needed them the most? But then, its only a matter of time when everything just fades away and life just goes on the way it used to be. That's how i feel about this song, it fills me with so much rage and hatred... but then i realise, i can blame no one else but myself..... thats how the world is, there comes a time when no one matters, nothing actually matters... thats when i feel i want to disappear without a fuckin trace.... "I see myself and look away..." This song is so miserably depressing yet so powerful. Even though it sucks the living shit out of me, i just cant stop listening to it. That's the power of StainD...