i think thats what john means. he was lets say quite horny then and he wasnt getting any sex either. so he was loanly and he hadnt any girls around him (which is why he wanted to be famous to get layed by these beautiful girls) but his life is is falling apart.
i think thats what john means. he was lets say quite horny then and he wasnt getting any sex either. so he was loanly and he hadnt any girls around him (which is why he wanted to be famous to get layed by these beautiful girls) but his life is is falling apart.