Lyric discussion by saint 

Cover art for Botchla lyrics by Poison the Well

i fucken love the video to botchla and this is the first PtW song i heard. the lines:

but i adore her this will never happen

connotates how the guy must have did something wrong to someone that made him 1) want to confirm that he still adores her (maybe he did the opposite?) and 2) have the need to say sorry. it must have been something really regrettable because he still thinks about it (something i can relate to):

of course i think about it... and if it happends ill burn and crawl deeper in my hole...

he's probably afraid that he's going to do more actions that's going to make the situation worse