Perhaps what remains might be a desire to kill himself; If there is a cohesive storyline to the albums, maybe it's left over from The Downward Spiral if the character never actually killed himself. He's tried to do many things to numb the pain, possibly even drugs ("Kill my brain"), but nothing can make it stop.
Perhaps what remains might be a desire to kill himself; If there is a cohesive storyline to the albums, maybe it's left over from The Downward Spiral if the character never actually killed himself. He's tried to do many things to numb the pain, possibly even drugs ("Kill my brain"), but nothing can make it stop.