some one being a complete jackass to the person they love and now they're looking back and realizing how completely idiotic they were. They never, once, stopped to think about the other person's feelings before doing/saying something. They've lied and basically made a mess of the whole situation and now they're hoping that person can seem them for what they once were 'in a new light' and forgive them. "what i really mean to say is i'm sorry for the way i am" they're apologizing for what they've done in the past and basically what they have turned into, "i never meant to be so cold" being blunt and cold to the other person's feelings was never their intentions they just got wrapped up in themselves they forgot. The person is their "saviour" of sorts. "I never really wanted you to see, The screwed up side of me that I keep, Locked inside of me so deep" means exactly what it says. the person has a good side and a bad side but at the beginining they tried to protect the one they loved from the bad side but eventually it showed out and the other person got to see what was hidden. And there are many things they've not told the other person about themselves and now they don't have that chance because the person's already had enough and there's no hope any more, 'sorry' is all they can say.
some one being a complete jackass to the person they love and now they're looking back and realizing how completely idiotic they were. They never, once, stopped to think about the other person's feelings before doing/saying something. They've lied and basically made a mess of the whole situation and now they're hoping that person can seem them for what they once were 'in a new light' and forgive them. "what i really mean to say is i'm sorry for the way i am" they're apologizing for what they've done in the past and basically what they have turned into, "i never meant to be so cold" being blunt and cold to the other person's feelings was never their intentions they just got wrapped up in themselves they forgot. The person is their "saviour" of sorts. "I never really wanted you to see, The screwed up side of me that I keep, Locked inside of me so deep" means exactly what it says. the person has a good side and a bad side but at the beginining they tried to protect the one they loved from the bad side but eventually it showed out and the other person got to see what was hidden. And there are many things they've not told the other person about themselves and now they don't have that chance because the person's already had enough and there's no hope any more, 'sorry' is all they can say.