i dont reallyknow how you figure its about a girl, i think its about himself and being depressed. it seems like hes been goin this whole time, just trying to make everything ok, and trying to make it SEEM like everything was ok. covering up how he really feel, tryin to seem normal, but not he hates himself soo much, that he wants to make the pain last, "i don't deserve such and easy exit"
he wants to tear off the layer of himself that he put up as a front to make it seem like he was ok. but now he feels it is too late to get himself back, and he wants to kill himself, and he feels it will be better for everyone... maybe i duno
i dont reallyknow how you figure its about a girl, i think its about himself and being depressed. it seems like hes been goin this whole time, just trying to make everything ok, and trying to make it SEEM like everything was ok. covering up how he really feel, tryin to seem normal, but not he hates himself soo much, that he wants to make the pain last, "i don't deserve such and easy exit" he wants to tear off the layer of himself that he put up as a front to make it seem like he was ok. but now he feels it is too late to get himself back, and he wants to kill himself, and he feels it will be better for everyone... maybe i duno