This song to me is about being supressed and at first not knowing how to handle yourself.. You try talking but it all just ends with a cheap hug and everything goes back to where you left it... being treated like s-- well you get the point. and he is afraid of what he might push the other party to "Is this how I want to spend my days? Shadowed, it fears me, my utopia"
The chorus is him lashing out.. But he realizes how futile it is... he fakes a smile as his last little attempt to stand up for himself is ripped clean.. I never got a hint suicide...
This song to me is about being supressed and at first not knowing how to handle yourself.. You try talking but it all just ends with a cheap hug and everything goes back to where you left it... being treated like s-- well you get the point. and he is afraid of what he might push the other party to "Is this how I want to spend my days? Shadowed, it fears me, my utopia"
The chorus is him lashing out.. But he realizes how futile it is... he fakes a smile as his last little attempt to stand up for himself is ripped clean.. I never got a hint suicide...