This is a song of indecision. He remembers the way it was when he was with her and how good it was. However, he has a lot of pain inside from whatever went wrong and is scared to go back. He's not sure what his real emotions are and he feels like he's living a life of pretend and he just wants to end all his pain.
This is a song of indecision. He remembers the way it was when he was with her and how good it was. However, he has a lot of pain inside from whatever went wrong and is scared to go back. He's not sure what his real emotions are and he feels like he's living a life of pretend and he just wants to end all his pain.