i think he's just talking about getting older and even though he's moved on from certain aspects/problems through his life, they have made him bitter and yearnful for for something better, but doubting the existance of there being "green grass" on the other side
i think he's just talking about getting older and even though he's moved on from certain aspects/problems through his life, they have made him bitter and yearnful for for something better, but doubting the existance of there being "green grass" on the other side