"I understand you had to leave.
Believe me sometimes I think,
that it was up to me.
But I can't believe you're gone,"
this makes me think of some girl really liking him &him not liking her so much but keeping her on the side as a "just in case" back up type thing..then she gets sick of it &leaves &never comes back to him. "believe me sometimes i think that it was up to me" like he was kind of pushing her away by not treating her the best. ahh i'm kind of not making sense. this songs so beautiful.
"I understand you had to leave. Believe me sometimes I think, that it was up to me. But I can't believe you're gone," this makes me think of some girl really liking him &him not liking her so much but keeping her on the side as a "just in case" back up type thing..then she gets sick of it &leaves &never comes back to him. "believe me sometimes i think that it was up to me" like he was kind of pushing her away by not treating her the best. ahh i'm kind of not making sense. this songs so beautiful.