This song is about suicide. The song focuses on a person standing at the edge of a cliff, and ready to jump. He realizes that all of the hard stuff is now finally behind him, and he can just take a step and he will be free. He bites his tongue, as he is still uncertain of what to do, and states that he thinks that nobody cares.
"all of this hurt that's wilted off"
Simply, he doesn't hurt anymore.
The person is somewhat suprised at all of the relief that this position provides him, as he is finally entirely in control, and this relief scares him. Subconsciously, he wants someone to talk him down, but he realizes that that's not going to happen, and that he is alone. I imagine that Huai is a reference to a former lover.
This song is about suicide. The song focuses on a person standing at the edge of a cliff, and ready to jump. He realizes that all of the hard stuff is now finally behind him, and he can just take a step and he will be free. He bites his tongue, as he is still uncertain of what to do, and states that he thinks that nobody cares.
"all of this hurt that's wilted off" Simply, he doesn't hurt anymore.
The person is somewhat suprised at all of the relief that this position provides him, as he is finally entirely in control, and this relief scares him. Subconsciously, he wants someone to talk him down, but he realizes that that's not going to happen, and that he is alone. I imagine that Huai is a reference to a former lover.