simple, he's talking about giving into something or someone so many times, he just says f*** this i dont need this anymore. "only god can save me" he believes that he can find his faith in god or a higher power as opposed to whatever he is talking about. "this is the last time i speak of holding you" he's saying goodbye......
simple, he's talking about giving into something or someone so many times, he just says f*** this i dont need this anymore. "only god can save me" he believes that he can find his faith in god or a higher power as opposed to whatever he is talking about. "this is the last time i speak of holding you" he's saying goodbye......