to me, "watching her twin want to die" means that she is looking at herself in the mirror and can see what a wreck she is. in the second or third chorus, you can hear him say "i'm gonna cut my wrist / when will i be going home?" also, more instruments come in after that chorus and i feel adds to the whole "being overwhelmed" idea of the song. feeling like you dont know your own body and longing for the feeling that you have an exit to a situation are all parts of anxiety. this song is simply beautiful and is definitely one of my favorites.
to me, "watching her twin want to die" means that she is looking at herself in the mirror and can see what a wreck she is. in the second or third chorus, you can hear him say "i'm gonna cut my wrist / when will i be going home?" also, more instruments come in after that chorus and i feel adds to the whole "being overwhelmed" idea of the song. feeling like you dont know your own body and longing for the feeling that you have an exit to a situation are all parts of anxiety. this song is simply beautiful and is definitely one of my favorites.