it's not really about her apartment, the apartment isn't all that important. it's about being older, out on your own, in the real world and that point where you realise what you wanted isn't at all what you have. the heights that you were so sure you'd acheive haven't been. instead you slide below street level. and you have no idea how to fix it or change it. instead you stay where you are with aching lungs and holes in bottles.
it's not really about her apartment, the apartment isn't all that important. it's about being older, out on your own, in the real world and that point where you realise what you wanted isn't at all what you have. the heights that you were so sure you'd acheive haven't been. instead you slide below street level. and you have no idea how to fix it or change it. instead you stay where you are with aching lungs and holes in bottles.