sorry um for that shit meaning i came up wiht. i screwed it up and didnt htink about it for long enough..so here you all:
catharsis-A technique used to relieve tension and anxiety by bringing repressed feelings and fears to consciousness
cyanide-Any of various salts or esters of hydrogen cyanide containing a CN group, especially the extremely poisonous compounds potassium cyanide and sodium cyanide.(found in rat poison)
Well since the title is "my cyanide catharsis", and given the definitions above and the lyrics, i have to say that it is about the fact that he is in pain, and it is extremely painful for him to realize what has happened. he is really depressed and feels he will never get out. for awhile he could hide it, but now everyone knows. his ex is the source of his pain, and when he looks into her pictures, he realizes that he never should have entered this relationship as said in, " your eyes, reflect my regrets".
It seems to me that he hurts himself physically to feel "something real".
"I turn my back for one last time" shows that he is killing himself and when 'i fall asleep inside your arms' is when he sees that she has takn him over
sorry um for that shit meaning i came up wiht. i screwed it up and didnt htink about it for long enough..so here you all:
catharsis-A technique used to relieve tension and anxiety by bringing repressed feelings and fears to consciousness
cyanide-Any of various salts or esters of hydrogen cyanide containing a CN group, especially the extremely poisonous compounds potassium cyanide and sodium cyanide.(found in rat poison)
Well since the title is "my cyanide catharsis", and given the definitions above and the lyrics, i have to say that it is about the fact that he is in pain, and it is extremely painful for him to realize what has happened. he is really depressed and feels he will never get out. for awhile he could hide it, but now everyone knows. his ex is the source of his pain, and when he looks into her pictures, he realizes that he never should have entered this relationship as said in, " your eyes, reflect my regrets".
It seems to me that he hurts himself physically to feel "something real".
"I turn my back for one last time" shows that he is killing himself and when 'i fall asleep inside your arms' is when he sees that she has takn him over
then again, i could be totally wrong.
more people need to comment on ths stuff