Depressed obviously. He is confused on how to rectify his situation. Use a gun or live longer with some wisdom (some religion).
The part where he says "All thats safer falls from my favor, When its over who will cry for me" I believe refers to his thinking about killing him self. The next part "It's safe to say I don't desire, Everything you push inside my head, And I'll reject it until I'm dead" may be him trying to accept the choice of life and the wisdom that will keep him from killing him self.
I used wisdom so I don't explicitly have to say religion or therapy or what ever. . .
Depressed obviously. He is confused on how to rectify his situation. Use a gun or live longer with some wisdom (some religion).
The part where he says "All thats safer falls from my favor, When its over who will cry for me" I believe refers to his thinking about killing him self. The next part "It's safe to say I don't desire, Everything you push inside my head, And I'll reject it until I'm dead" may be him trying to accept the choice of life and the wisdom that will keep him from killing him self.
I used wisdom so I don't explicitly have to say religion or therapy or what ever. . .